Love Storiyaan ❤

They see you as Chapters. But YOU, You write Books on them ❤

One fine day, someone comes into your life-could be a Best-Friend or a Boyfriend. Two crucial very different but the closest relationships of your life. You have those initial moments of getting to know each other- hanging out at your favourite food spots, going to those movies, long talks, drives, walks and much more. Then comes the middle phase of getting close enough to tag along anywhere and anytime. You can share a secret, pick them up when they feel low and introduce them to your families. Finally comes the phase of having a 3 am buddy no matter what. They are your person through thick or thin. It’s Do or Die without them!
& thats when you start drawing a probability diagram , you take 10 steps back and weigh both sides. Because it could either be a fairytale story or there could be a possibility that shit hits the fan.

I’ve been through it and Im warning you, Trust me when I say so.
The beautiful days are so soothing, it feels like a dream. But the rough phase drains you out until you are finally over it.
I journal or rather record all the emotions that I feel with respect to the journey with this special person. Its Beautiful-as it’s got love, gratitude, joy, fear, sadness, anger, togetherness and that warmth. I treasure every bill, every dried up flower, every piece of advice, every dialogue, how they react to every little emotion, all that pampering, all that cuddling & those goddaaaamn long hugs that makes me feel like I’m a warrior and I can deal with anything coming my way. Bring it on!!
Soon there’s a 365-page long story that Ive written with them as a Subject. If it works out-Great Memory to have for life. If it doesn’t you have no idea how to forget all that your brain has preciously recorded.
It amazes me how simple it is for the other side to move on or atleast they pretend so well. I know I don’t know their version of it, but all I know is that maybe it was just a Chapter for them and it was a Whole Big Fat Book for me.

The question is how many Books am I going to write & how hard is it going to get over the years? Because my stories date back all the way to 2014. I still value those moments, those friendships, those romances in a way that is so dear to me. But there’s also a side that has a bit of anger, regret and confusion. Im still on my journey learning to let go. ‘Forgive & Move on’ is the mantra but we all know that it’s not that easy. We can only give in our Best and wish only love & blessings for the one that’s gone. As, always remember at one point they meant the world to you, value that and remember them for the beautiful precious person that they used to be. It saddens me that the exact same memory is not going to repeat itself again kyunki sab ki kahaani ek jaise thodi na hoti hi yaar. Tho aise hi rehne dete hai na-treasured in our hearts with a good feeling to it.
They might have been wrong, You might have been wrong but at the end of it all, this is what is going to keep you at peace with your thoughts.

Said a very wise friend of mine :’)